-sigh-

Sometimes I wonder why I do the things I do, or don't do, only to be aching later on.

I should have said something, but its too late for now.

I'll have to sit back in my usual chair on the sidelines, waiting, hoping, hurting, but not wanting to cause hurt.

I'm always there, to be a comfort when needed, but I am not the one wanted.

One day, some day, I will.